Lost and condemned

Can’t help this frenzy
Covering every single part of me
Pulling me over danger
Raising up in anger
Lost and trapped in outerspace
Leaving back any kind of trace
My soul exploding in desire
My bones breaking up on fire
Struggling to survive
Messed up in my own ride
Wherever I go it doesn’t matter
I’m condemned to be lost forever
What I thought’d be me no longer exists
And this pain in my spirit resists
And insists on raping my mind
Tearing my memories, one at a time
I can’t hide, I can’t see, I can’t surrender
I’m condemned to be lost forever
What if I try to go to extremes
And figure out there’s no limit… what does it mean?
I’ve got my lot of suffering
I’ve got my part of struggling
It’s time for changes and makeovers
It’s time for no leftovers
Next step will be the end
And I’m condemned
To be lost forever and ever
No hope, no help, no saver
Just me, lost and condemned forever

Fate

There’s something in my mind
Something that intrigues me
Time is passing by
And I can feel no change in what I see
My world hasn’t changed at all
And I can feel my soul in a great fall
I want to shout but there’s no sound
My voice is buried under the ground
What if I’m tired of everything?
Just tired of what I am…
Is it possible to cut the string?
And have the Fates sacrifice the lamb
I have been suffering for so long
Trying to change what is so wrong
But I can’t even identify what I’m trough…
The way I move, the way I touch in the same frame
It’s just insane
I can’t refrain
All the pain my life has been for nothing
Lets cut the string
Let’s put is over
Undone what’s never been
And maybe then
I’ll see a change in me…

Immortality

Imortal
As everything existing in universe
Written on stars as a poem, in verse
Poetry and it’s melody in my ears
And as years go by
Renew all the memories in experience
Breaking all the rules, no interference
As an eternal lullaby
Changing every moment passing by
No drama, no crying, no sigh
No regrets, no pain, just retry…
Holding all thy fate in my hands
Waiting to see what it intends
Feeling that there is just one command
One that anyone would ever unveil
The only one that will never be on trail
This one… Justify your immortality.